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Mon, 29 Apr 2013 02:47:06 -0700

"You don’t get to do that. Come into somebody’s life, make them care, and then just check out."

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 02:46:47 -0700

““You don’t get to do that. Come into somebody’s life, make them care, and then just check out.””

- the walking dead (via burgundy-love)

Me when I haven't eaten: Ughh, I'm so hungry.

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 02:42:48 -0700

Me when I haven't eaten: Ughh, I'm so hungry.
Me while I'm eating: Ughh, I'm so hungry.
Me after I've eaten: Ughh, I'm so hungry.

You can say sorry a million times, say i love you as much as you want, say whatever you want, whenever or however you want. But if you're not going to prove that the things you say are true, then don’t say anything at all. If you can’t show it, your words don’t mean a thing.

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 01:04:49 -0800

Mikeubeezyy;]: To think you left me for some Mcdonalds breakfast & rice crispy treats. Ask me if i care anymore, i wish you & your new...

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 00:54:06 -0800

Mikeubeezyy;]: To think you left me for some Mcdonalds breakfast & rice crispy treats. Ask me if i care anymore, i wish you & your new...:

mikeeezyyy:

Queentapanga says: Way to twist everything I said around. You always do that. It’s annoying; always making me look like the bad person. Saying I never take the blame for anything yet you sit here & post shit up, basically blaming everything on me. I hope you have the balls to post this up; but then again.. you don’t want you’re “little tumblr friends” to see that you like to instigate & twist our story around. smdh. This was your plan all along though.. to get me mad then respond to my msgs in a “nice” & “corny” way then blackmail me & share it on tumblr so that you can look like the good guy. I know you all too well my friend.. you’re R I D I C U L O U S . queentapanga
My Response: Everything i said was straightforward, not twisted. & you don’t take the blame for anything, it’s the truth. I take the blame for everything, it’s always my fault, it’s always me who has to be wrong. No matter how much i want it to be my way for once, it won’t be. Because you always want/need to be right, even if your wrong. & if you do take the blame, you take it with a stuck up attitude only to end the conversation, which doesn’t do any good because it doesn’t end it on a good note that would benefit us. & go ahead, blow people away with your words explain them your side, since you say i’m only explaining my side. i have no plan, why would i make a plan to blackmail either, to say something as to blackmail you is dumb, & sure, i’m not a good guy.. only to the people you fool by your sweet talking words.

‘Queentapanga says:’ “&I loved every little thing about you; FLAWS&ALL. I especially loved how passionate you were everytime you looked me in the eyes & told me you loved me. How you held me at night & you never let me go even though you knew that you were gonna see me still laying there next to you in the morning. The way you gave me kisses in the morning, making sure not to wake me up. The way you would make sure I wasn’t cold thru out the night. The way you would always ask me if I needed anything. The way you gave me those hour long massages & the way you would just be okay with it if I didnt want to give you a massage back. The way you would put your life in danger just so I’d be okay & the way you would make sure I ate before you could. The way you put me before anything else in the world. The way you made sure I didn’t dress inappropriately simply bc you didn’t want other guys to check me out. The way you would call just to make sure I’m okay. The way you let me cry on your shoulder when I needed it. The way you would fight against me when I didn’t let you wipe away my tears. The way you hugged me when I was crying & how you made sure you didn’t let go until I stopped crying. The way you’d wake up at 3 in the morning just to bring me food if I was hungry. The way you would take care of me when I was sick or hungover. The way you always forgave me even when I was wrong. I can go on and on and on but the last thing that I wanna tell you what I love about you is, the way you CONTINUE to love me unconditionally even after all the bullshit we’ve gone through, all the tears, the fights, the break ups, and the non sensible arguments we had. After all this time, you loved me for who I was & not who I was trying to be. &this is why I never want to lose you. Simply because you made me who I am today & you truly are my one and only bestfriend in this whole entire universe. You make me a better person & you are my hero.”

My Response: Sure, even after all that; i’m still a bad guy -_-

& i have no friends, you said so yourself. always rubbing in my face about how i need to go out. &fyi you do shit you know that would piss me off. & you do it just cause you get a laugh out of it. i share my feelings on tumblr only because your no-longer there because i have no-one i can fully open up to. & i know it’s not good to keep it bottled up so i vent on tumblr & in poetry.

“you can say sorry a million times, say i love you as much as you want, say whatever you want, whenever or however you want. But if your not going to prove that the things you say are true, then don’t say anything at all. If you can’t show it, your words don’t mean a thing.”

To my unborn child.

Mon, 08 Oct 2012 18:52:43 -0700

To my unborn child.:

Dear son/daughter,

I’m sorry that your mother is too ashamed to bring you into this world. She thinks solely of herself, not caring of how you or myself would feel about it. Apparently still living the party life, she even brought you to a few house parties. She’s not ready, physically, financially, or mentally. I’ve done everything i could to talk her into not going through with the process but her cousin had to add her two cents in & now she doesn’t even bother to listen to me. This was supposed to be between me & your mother but she’d rather listen to someone else & be told how to live her life. I made a vow, for you & myself; that this is the last week we will ever talk, the last week i’ll see her, the last week i’ll see you. I know you will forever be with me no matter where i go, until then; i’ll see you in the next life. I love you, till death brings us together.

I forgive you, but i will never forget what you did.

Wed, 30 May 2012 21:24:27 -0700

You just aren't the same person when you watch someone you love fall in love with someone else.

Wed, 30 May 2012 21:24:24 -0700

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Wed, 30 May 2012 21:23:34 -0700

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If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think; but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.

Wed, 02 May 2012 01:52:21 -0700

Maybe God wanted us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet that person; we will know how to be grateful.

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 13:39:30 -0700

Don't play with my feelings because you're unsure of yours.

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 13:39:23 -0700

If i didn't care about you, i wouldn't get so mad at the things you do.

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 13:39:18 -0700

Trust is so hard to build with people nowadays.

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 13:39:12 -0700

If i had a dollar for every time you crossed my mind, i would only have one; because you never left.

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 13:39:07 -0700

If i could be anything in this world..

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 13:39:01 -0700

iknowyoulikeitwheni:

I would want to be everything that you want. Why didn’t i say “need”.? It’s because it sounds too demanding, i want to be something that you look forward to day after day. I want to be someone you can count on when you’re at your lowest point, even if you say you feel like you’re against the world; i would correct you & say “Us against the world.”

You only notice me when i stop trying, why can't you see me when i'm putting in effort.

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 11:06:39 -0700

Fuck Homewreckers.

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 11:06:36 -0700

That should be me..

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 11:06:33 -0700

Maybe God wanted us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet that person; we will know how to be grateful.

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 11:06:29 -0700